15| QUARAN-SUMMER

These last weeks have been a blur. A blurry rollercoaster ride. Emotionally and Spiritually. I wont go into every aspect or detail of those weeks because I prefer keeping that for my personal journal. But, a lot has changed within me, and my surroundings. On some days it feels like I am mourning my old life and the old ways of the World. But, just because those times felt comfortable, does not mean that all was right. For example, look at the World and all of the things that are going on, and the cries for change being made by millions. The World as we once knew it is no longer what it is. So, if you’ve been feeling anxious, stressed, low or depressed, you are NOT alone. Many of us are feeling the same. Many of us feel the energies of the collective and feel it as if they were our own. But this doesn’t have to always be the case. Please, take the time, heck even add a reminder to your calendar and set that time to build those boundaries around yourself. You can even do it for your loved ones. I always make the statement “Only good, and loving vibes and energy gets in. “

Here are some recent pictures:

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So, to stay ahead of my depression I’ve just been trying to rest, take it easy with myself, speak loving words to myself, eat healthier, stay hydrated, get up and take that shower and wash and care for my hair even when I don’t feel like doing so, listen to happy music, sing out loud to keep my throat chakra opened. When I am depressed I could be silent for long periods of time. So I have to be conscious about it and make sure to ground myself and bring myself back to the moment. I’ve also been using Instagram less. Playing games on my phone when I feel the itch to get on IG. I was feeling very overwhelmed with emotions whenever I’d look through my Timeline. So I turn to my secondary account where I don’t follow anyone that I know in real life, and I also do no follow celebrities. I follow positive accounts with positive and real images. I’ve been working with my Oracle cards by picking a card daily and journaling what that card says.

I hope you’re well and safe.

Love & Light always, Cin.

14| THANKFUL TUESDAYS

Long time no speak! If you’re an inhabitant of Planet Earth, then you know the deal. We have been Quarantining and Social distancing since March 12th and just last Friday our community went from being in the yellow to the green with the cases of the Covid-19.

I personally had an uncle and cousin live through the virus. My father lost two of his cousins, a friend of mine lost her mother due to the complications due to prior medical history, a neighbor of mine lost his life weeks after his own brother succumbed to sickness. My father in law lost two of his siblings and an in law. If you or anyone you know have been affected by the virus and the shut down of businesses (loss of work etc) I send you my love.


Home schooling kicked my ass those first weeks. Teaching a 6 year old boy (an Aquarius!) was rough. We had arguments, we fought, and tears were shed from both of us lol. But we made it through! He made it through the rest of the weeks and has become such a good reader. He’s also very bright with Math. I am thankful to his teachers and his school district for the support and help. Now that those days are behind us… Its been nicer these days though because now people can actually be around each other. Still maintaining the precautions of washing our hands, not touching our faces, keeping fingers out of our eyes and mouths… Noses too for others lol. And he can go back to playing with children his age. He’s been getting to know the neighbor’s kids. The ones across from us have 4 and there are others that come over. Its cute because many of the adults from the block (grandparent age range, parents, late 20s) take turns watching the street and making sure the cars slow down when they drive through. Children really do bring people together, and add such a beautiful je ne se pais to their surroundings. He’s an only child so it makes my heart smile.

Here are some pictures. They’re not in any special order. But these are a few of the many things I’ve enjoyed & am thankful for so welcome to ‘Thankful Tuesdays’:

Nature has been refreshing and welcoming to us all during this time, Adrian has outgrown his bicycle and his new one arrived this afternoon, and that’s my boy in his small floatee lol hey, it still works, but it was an impromptu pool day at Joe’s supervisor’s house. We had it alllllll to ourselves. The water was 72 degrees and yeah I didn’t fully submerge lol.