16| ON THE PATH…

Happy Tuesday! For today’s Thankful Tuesday post, I just wanted to share that I am on the path to becoming a Psychic Medium. I don’t know if I ever said that on here. Its something that my life has been leading me to. But actively working on things to help others on their journeys is not new to me. This is something that has happened organically throughout the years I have been more open about this journey. People approach me with questions, and often share things that they wouldn’t with others because of fear or concerns of how they might come off. I love talking about my Spirituality and beliefs and love to learn about those of others. So, don’t hesitate to strike up a convo with me! With that being said—-I just needed to take the next step in order to be confident in my abilities and myself.

I’ve been talking to my personal guide more often though out my days. Even if I don’t get any feedback I’m return. He* gives me smart ass vibes at times but that’s the same type of energy that I can give off — playfully, during the times that he has come through. Let me share an instance:

Every night before I go upstairs to bed, I always peek out from my front bay window curtains. I always take a look around my block just to make sure things seem okay out there. Well the other evening I was about to skip out on that routine, when I heard the little voice in my head say “The one night you might see something you’re not going to look out?” I paused, and said “Okay.” Went back down some of the steps I’d ascended and peeked. What did I see? Three deer 🦌 munching on my neighbor’s lawn across the street. They seemed large in size. The last time that I saw the deer out front there were around six total. And they were eating grass but were doing so in a circle. Any little movement I’d make from inside of my house they’d hear because they’d pause, and looked up in my direction. I’m not going to lie, but that scene kinda gave me weird vibes. I can’t put my finger on it but I just felt that way. But yeah, the tone He* used with me felt like a familiar banter between close friends lol. I might’ve not been as attuned to Him* in the past. I thanked Him* for stopping me and reminding me to look out.

Something else I’d like to share is a dream that I had:

I received a visitor in a dream a few nights ago. I remember this man coming inches away from me and extended his hand out to me. He was dressed in all white, and glowed. He was bald headed and had a goatee. He was fair skinned. I asked him “Are you my guide?” (I’ve been trying to get my guides to identify themselves to me, and maybe even give me one of their names.) Anyway , he smiled and didn’t say a word as I placed my hand into his. I don’t remember the rest of that dream. After listening to my gut and what it was telling me, I feel that it wasn’t a guide that approached me. But my guardian angel. And for this I express my gratitude.

Every morning before I get out of bed, I’ve been mindful to give praise to God, my angels, and my guides for protecting me and watching over me while I slept, and for waking me up in the morning.

How do you start your mornings?

15| QUARAN-SUMMER

These last weeks have been a blur. A blurry rollercoaster ride. Emotionally and Spiritually. I wont go into every aspect or detail of those weeks because I prefer keeping that for my personal journal. But, a lot has changed within me, and my surroundings. On some days it feels like I am mourning my old life and the old ways of the World. But, just because those times felt comfortable, does not mean that all was right. For example, look at the World and all of the things that are going on, and the cries for change being made by millions. The World as we once knew it is no longer what it is. So, if you’ve been feeling anxious, stressed, low or depressed, you are NOT alone. Many of us are feeling the same. Many of us feel the energies of the collective and feel it as if they were our own. But this doesn’t have to always be the case. Please, take the time, heck even add a reminder to your calendar and set that time to build those boundaries around yourself. You can even do it for your loved ones. I always make the statement “Only good, and loving vibes and energy gets in. “

Here are some recent pictures:

So, to stay ahead of my depression I’ve just been trying to rest, take it easy with myself, speak loving words to myself, eat healthier, stay hydrated, get up and take that shower and wash and care for my hair even when I don’t feel like doing so, listen to happy music, sing out loud to keep my throat chakra opened. When I am depressed I could be silent for long periods of time. So I have to be conscious about it and make sure to ground myself and bring myself back to the moment. I’ve also been using Instagram less. Playing games on my phone when I feel the itch to get on IG. I was feeling very overwhelmed with emotions whenever I’d look through my Timeline. So I turn to my secondary account where I don’t follow anyone that I know in real life, and I also do no follow celebrities. I follow positive accounts with positive and real images. I’ve been working with my Oracle cards by picking a card daily and journaling what that card says.

I hope you’re well and safe.

Love & Light always, Cin.